twenty-second

Today marks my 22nd birthday. I’m trying to figure out how this one compares to the previous ones.. but I keep getting those mixed emotions. On one hand, I’m very thankful to be where I am in my life at this moment, to have the wonderful friends I have, and for being able to tell those apart from the fake ones.

On the other, I look ahead in the future and try to see where I want to be ten years from now. It just shows me there is a tremendous amount of work to be done to reach those goals of mine. I need to take it a step at a time, but I fear losing sight of my main objectives and wandering through never-ending mazes, such as getting stuck in dead-job where I can’t grow in terms of knowledge, getting hung up on a girl who turns out to be a total waste of precious time, etc.

Anyway, I’m an optimistic person and I’m so looking forward in this year to ignite the engine that’ll get me where I ‘want’ to be.