writer’s block
Time just keeps rolling on while I’m here stuck like glue
So many things cross my mind
But nothing stays awhile, so frustrating
I just wanna say something worthwhile, speak through me
Say, say what You wanna say, and say it loudly
Say, say what You wanna say
6:45 AM, man, that just can’t be right
3 hours have gone by and this is all I’ve got
My common sense tells me I should get out the way, so You can speak
O Lord, show up or I’ll be here all day, speak through me
Say, say what You wanna say, and say it loudly
Say, say what You wanna say, speak through me
If the idea’s mine, it’s nothing but a waste of time
So won’t You say, say what You wanna say
Say, say what You wanna say
Say, say what You wanna say
Say, say what You wanna say (say it loudly)
Say, say what You wanna say
— 3:42 AM (Writer’s Block) by MercyMe
i’ve not written in so long. i think the last time i wrote was about three days before my twenty-first birthday. a lot has happened since then. i have moved back to Lake Arrowhead from San Diego since the bunch of people i was living with had to go other places. since then, i’ve a job with cartika working technical support. i really like the job and the people. i expect to learn quite a bit on the job, which i am looking forward to. but other than moving and working, i do some freelance projects and some projects of my own. i just might write about them at a later date.
for some reason, i am very very talkative on instant messengers or on irc. but here on my blog, i write very rarely. sometimes, i’ll sit down with a nice pad of paper and 0.5mm mechanical pencil and nothing comes to mind.
blankness.
this is why i have not written as much as i would have liked to. every time i write, it’s either about my shortcomings or lack of ability. i wish i could write like i used to when i was younger… or you could say, naive. i guess the writer block comes from the self-censorship since i have so many secrets. i usually keep so much and a lot to myself, letting things flow and watching.
it’s like, i cannot comment on things.
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