love?
i was dreaming of this girl that just broke my heart. i had found out that she was using me in the worst way, and she had to go off and do her thing to someone else.
later in the dream, i find her again, and i let her know i wanted to talk to her. she came out and i told her i loved her. she told me she loved me too, and was so sorry. she had to go somewhere, and got in a car.
i tapped on the window just before the car drove away — and, i signed, “i love you.” – she cried, and i cried.
i woke up.
twenty-second
Today marks my 22nd birthday. I’m trying to figure out how this one compares to the previous ones.. but I keep getting those mixed emotions. On one hand, I’m very thankful to be where I am in my life at this moment, to have the wonderful friends I have, and for being able to tell those apart from the fake ones.
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